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| Hello everyone well I GUES IT IS ABOUT DAMN TIME THAT i began posting again so i will ease in with a very simple post Hello band camp in a month errrrrrrr cant wait actually funny huh welll if any of you talk to clay in the near future tell him i miss him and its a shame he is grounded and it really sucks big time and I love him and such well bed now got to get up and go to work in 7 hours well goodnight BYE
why are you still here LOL
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~*Kassi*~
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| Hello all LOL I have finnaly got some sleep so I had the urge to get on the computer.....feeling much better now..... happy actually *wow*..........welll I must go practice trombone for all state and seus..
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| LOL I am experimenting with script and such so that explains the freaky colors.
Well I had a pretty much crappy day. Clay wasn't at school. Art was boring. And everyone in Droopy's class (mrs. grant) Knows just how great it is in there *sarchasim* And then Band was a real killer.. *sniff sniff* I didn't have my baby to lean on and sleep today so durring lunch I just hung out ...... by myself. Like brian and his gf jennifer wanted anything to do with me. I thought the day would be good becouse I got all A's on my report card....well almost I had one 89 doesn't that just suck... So in my dads eyes if I had just worked That much harder I would have had all A's So in short it wasn't good enough...I joined the freakin chourus for the play..no idea why prolly just to give me somthing to do maybe fake some kind of social life. And pluss Clay said it would be "fun". After that at nine Clay called ... of course somthing had to go wrong. He lost somthing important and spent the whole time on the phone searching for it...and not really talking aside for the occasional "son of a bitch" or "fuck" or "damn" ext ext...So yeah and then as usual we had to say goodnight and goodbye at 10:00 even though I knew I wouldn't sleep. My acid reflux is acting up again....all becouse of stupid stress. Yeah at least maegan is having better luck with hers...I imagine LOL after she got out of Mastery of algebra....Oh and maegan good luck with *inhales* you know who.. I got maybe 30 minnutes of sleep at around 10:30 then I woke myself up being sick again at 11:13... Yeah I haven't been able to get back to sleep since...It must be from my Acid reflux. I didn't even really eat anything today trying to avoid it. But I woke up felt like I was about to Puke....about 5 minnutes later I figured out it wasn't that but it was was just really intense Acid reflux(heart burn in case you didn't know) So I took about 4 Tums ( as Bolich says. 2 will work 4 will work better) and And from then till now I have been sitting at the computer waiting for them to take effect..... they havn't so far...so they must not work.. I am getting so tired now that I can't stop shakeing and shivering. Its hardly surpriseing given reason that I haven't slept more than 9 hours this whole week combined.... You would think that since I have this really easy schedual my stress level would go down not up....no such luck.... unless I really am sick and not just stressed. But I dont think so. Its just a combination of me freaking out over SEUS auditions and All state try outs coming up. Not to mention the chair placement things in Band. Grrrr. But yeah this sleep deprivision sucks even worse becouse I have to go clean tomaro. And consequently look after my grandmother (who has the begining of Alshiemers so she askes the same questions over and over and over and over again. I'm just gratfull that it looks as if it is not going to get bad.) I just really feel like I need to be held. I need a Hug. Bad. Where is Clay when I really need him. LOL prolly asleep like everyone else sinseable... I think i am going to try to sleep again now.....considering I have to get up in 4 hours anyways and prolly wont get back to sleep for an hour or two more.....I gues its just one of those days....or weeks. Well Goodnight everybody. I would apretiate comments but past experence tells me not many people read my xanga and even fewer leave any sort of comment......
Goodnight Goodluck and love,
<333 ~ Kassi | | |
| Well I haven't desided on a new layout but I found the song and I put a better quote at the top well I am going to take a shower and prolly talk to travis some more and email Joe back .
Well I luv yall
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| LOL ok then I am in the prosses of refurbishing my xanga... first step....FINK A KILLER SONG!!! check
step two.....new cooler layout.......WORKING ON IT
step three subsribe to all the people I ment to subsribe to, working on it.
oh and Clay lol I know you said I needed to sleep but I just cant seem to go to sleep and it is like 12:30 now.....HAHA
well I luv yall
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